|well i guess this is growing up...
||[08 Nov 2005|11:01pm]
TcInCaGe10: im listening to FAKE ID!!!
caitlyn eileen: hahahaha oh my god 7th grade
caitlyn eileen: er... 9th-ish grade for you guys i guess.
caitlyn eileen: it's so weird how long ago that stuff was.
TcInCaGe10: im listenin to ben!
caitlyn eileen: hahahaa
caitlyn eileen: ben potrykus.
caitlyn eileen: SAM potrykus
TcInCaGe10: where the fuck did they fall off the planet?
caitlyn eileen: its sooooo surreal how long ago that was. holy shit. sometimes it feels like i was in jeff's basement with you douchebags doing absolutely nothing and spending a ridiculous amount of money at a gas station
caitlyn eileen: and OH WEIRD
caitlyn eileen: tyler that was amost three years ago.
caitlyn eileen: haha
TcInCaGe10: holy shit...
caitlyn eileen: WE'RE SO OLD NOW
caitlyn eileen: haha
caitlyn eileen: you're in COLLEGE
TcInCaGe10: yeah, and you drive...
caitlyn eileen: I'M almost in college.
caitlyn eileen: hahaha holy shit tyler
TcInCaGe10: im going to be 20 next year
caitlyn eileen: tyler when did we grow up?
caitlyn eileen: i was FOURTEEN when i met you
caitlyn eileen: and in eighth grade
caitlyn eileen: and now i'm looking at colleges.
TcInCaGe10: wholly shit...
caitlyn eileen: i knew you before you got your license... nevermind me getting mine.
TcInCaGe10: yeah i know
caitlyn eileen: hahah we're so old.
TcInCaGe10: and i still got mine before jeff and andrew
TcInCaGe10: cuz i dont suck at driving
caitlyn eileen: hahahaha
caitlyn eileen: everything used to be so hard cuz i didnt have my license
caitlyn eileen: and we always said everything would be better when i got mine
caitlyn eileen: BUT LOOK AT US NOW.
caitlyn eileen: haha
||[01 Nov 2005|11:47pm]
i don't know what to think right now.
i'm so so so confused.
whatever, all i know is that you mean the world to me.
and i don't ever ever want that to change.
this post is about someone you wouldn't expect.
if you can avoid it at all,
never EVER EVER EVER get an MRI.
i had one for TWO AND A HALF HOURS today.
and it ended with me crying.
and i still have a headache.
so, seriously... choose death before an MRI.
i wish i was kidding.
||[26 Oct 2005|06:31am]
i have officially lost my voice.
so if i'm a fucking mime today, forgive me.
||[23 Oct 2005|08:07pm]
drama weekend. not worth updating about because, honestly,
it would have worked out. things would have been better.
BUT. someone who WASN'T invited over had to fuck everything up.
so thanks. i hope you enjoy fucking up friendships and friday nights.
what a bitchhhh.
anyway, next weekend will be better =)
friendships have been put back together,
and of courseeeee i have my ashley & lauren there either wayyy.
more drama last night.
meh. i'm not getting into anything anymore.
back to next weekend.
myself and these beeeeautiful ladies::::
are driving up to UMASS Amherst to party with:::
on friiiidayyyy. =)
so yeah, that's it.
||[19 Oct 2005|11:00pm]
THIRD WHEEL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
||[18 Oct 2005|11:08pm]
"Don't ever stress over anything. If it was mean't to be it would have been. And since it's not, then that means there's someone out there so much better waiting for you.."
||[17 Oct 2005|06:32am]
waking up when it's still dark out is just short of impossible.
happy monday everyone =/
|i'm putting off sleep before PSAT's. uggg.
||[14 Oct 2005|11:43pm]
coley's home! i loooove when she comes back.
i looooveee my big sister more than anything.
hopefully visiting amherst soon =)
i baked cookies today for
[i would have made some for marshall but he is PICKY. haha.]
so far, everyone told me they were awesomeee!
haha, i love my friends.
here's to another weekend of insanity...
tomorrow = PSATs & passing out til lateee
and then hanging out with ashley, marshall & jared *smile*
oh and i got my progress report!!!
History: B (what the FUCK, i didn't do that paper and i pulled off a B? go team!)
Honors Advanced TV Production: A+
College Review Math: C
so basically, i kicked some major academic ass.
looks like i might be going to college afterall =)
ok, i'm seriously going to bed now, PSATs are in 7 hours. sklgnsdklgmndfg.
and, i'm buying a car (FINALLY) this weekend: '03 Lancer. pumpeddd.
night kids, be goooood
||[13 Oct 2005|02:25pm]
you give me butterflies.
and i never, ever, ever want this to end.
it hasn't even started yet... but... i dunnooooo. =)
all i wanna do is hug him. a lot. sdflkgmdsfg.
||[10 Oct 2005|04:45pm]
i don't care how much i'm gonna hate being DD, and how much i absolutely despise chelsea, and how hard it is to party and have to still come home, and how much the beers cost, and how much we fight...
guys, i fucking missed you. and i know ashley does too.
i'm gonna try to spend more time with the old crew.
||[09 Oct 2005|11:35am]
so, unlike two posts ago, things are better.
i'm serious. NADIMNOTSAYINGANYTHINGELSECUZILLJINXIT.
we hit and run: you've banged this kid twice in the passed three mornings.
caitlyn eileen: NO I BROUGHT HIM A BAGEL
we hit and run: YEAH OKAY
we hit and run: thats explains why the phone is off
caitlyn eileen: the phone is not off?
we hit and run: yeaaah it wasss
we hit and run: i had to leave a message
caitlyn eileen: when?
we hit and run: when you were banging this bagel kid
caitlyn eileen: no i was not
we hit and run: im very disappointed in you
^^ i seriously bring him bagels. thats it. but kevvy's funny anyway.
uh, i need to shower. and i need to stop falling...
||[07 Oct 2005|04:33pm]
why DO i even bother coming home anymore?
|i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time...
||[06 Oct 2005|10:43pm]
i got so fucking let down today.
but, luckily, i had the best kid ever there to keep me sane.
between hugs, listening to music in his car, and soccer,
he made me feel better times infinity.
not to mention the amount of time he lets me spend with him.
marshall, i fucking love you.
also, on a HAPPIER note:
jordan will be here at approximately 6:30 pm tomorrow.
=) soo excited!!!!!!
i swear to god i drove past every saab in shrewsbury tonight.
||[05 Oct 2005|09:56pm]
if my mother makes me cry one more time tonight i'm seriously just leaving.
||[04 Oct 2005|03:12pm]
so pretty much all i've been up to lately is hanging out with marshall.
like, 97% of my day is spent with marshall.
seriously. haha. what an amazing child =)
it's time to get the ball rolling on certain relationships.
i'm too impatient for my own good.
oh well. what happens, happens i guess.
it's gonna suck if this doesn't work out.
mlb playoffs start today.
redsoxnation? lets go for round two!!!
that beautiful chica is coming up for the weekend!!!!!!!!
im so fucking happy right now <3<3<3
i miss her so much. i can't WAIT to spend the weekend with one of my favorite nyfa kids!
||[01 Oct 2005|11:25pm]
i called out of work today.
because, well, my foot hurts REEEEEALLLLLYYYYY bad,
and i wanted to hang out with jared tonight,
and waiting til 9:30 was not an option. =)
jared was working til 1 & couldnt do anything til 8ish anyway,
so i went to ashleys for a bit to clear up some drama,
and then came home and marshall picked me up.
we grabbed his cousin chris and went to marshallssss house
and then to gamestop & riverside in newton to pick up his couin breana
and hit 105 on the pike!
went back to chris's house for a bit, then to my house,
then to cvs and back to chris's to play wiffleball & football.
then picked ash up at work, jared called to say thet he WAS coming over
so we all met up at my house, && dropped ashley off
then me, jared & marshall went to shrewsbury pizzeria,
and me and jared got a parking space (marshall was a little misdirected haha)
and i found the pizzeria,
but apparently it was a saab? yeah, okay. hahaha i heart you.
ate pizza, discussed elephant penis, the usual...
me & jared came back & hung out & marshall went to get tony
jared had to leave cuz he's reeeallyyy sick
&& yeah. so anyway. we went to get ashley again.
me and her got in a fight. eh. im so sick of unnecessary drama.
had a looonngggg talk with tony, and we all watched 'fever pitch'.
i drove tony home after that and now i'm here by myself.
i have to go to beddd though.
gotta bring jaredddd breakfast at work tomorrow =)
and ugh, i have to work at 3 tomorrow. fucking gross.
and my foot hurts so bad.
whateverr though. i'm happy. soo happy.
||[01 Oct 2005|12:26am]
i'm still so happy.
things are looking great.
i love autumn. this happens every time.
i'm gonna wear a scarf tomorrow.
and i wanna hold hands tomorrow to keep warm.
it'll happen. i just hope he feels better =)
after school i drove in a MONSOON.
holy fucking shit. route 9 was an ocean, i kid you not.
me, ash, brandon & matty went to iparty,
to [of course] gather our class colors for field day 'o5!
we saw megan and nicole thereeee =) and SMITHY too. mygosh.
after that, i took matty home, dropped ash & brandon off
& went to physical therapy. only to be told that:
i probably have a stress fracture in my foot. wonderrrrfulll.
they tried to put me back in the boot. NOT HAPPENING.
so, surgery is looking more and more likely. =(
after that, marshall suprised me by bringing pete (!!!) over!
and he let me drive his car =) it's beeeeeautiful!
&& lauren came hurrrr. and after that we went to iparty again,
&& then to the knowfat place for dinner. whoooo.
we picked tony up, and then jared, and then visited ashie at work.
came back, threw a football around,
baked cookies cuz jared was hungryyyyyy =)
marshall picked ash up & we watched 'GOOD BURGER'!!!!!!!
it was perfect.
just the right romantic awkwardness
and hand-holding. and nervousness.
then the boys went to jared's to sleep,
and we slept hereeeee. and tie-dyed/painted shirts. [[blueee!!!]]
woke up at the asscrack of dawn,
got ready, all decked out in blue
picked jessi up, and headed to
[i had a TIARA!] picked up jessi,
and headed to ihop to meet up with marshall and tony.
of course, some seniors were there,
and they tagged my car (duh).
but! my car now has "BITCHES" in huge green letters on the side. ha.
school was a joke... squared.
field day... juniors came in second.
oh well, i was directing for ETS so i wasnt down there.
after school. holy shit.
between porter, marshall and ashley i got so fucking greened up. my arms are still green. cute.
and i had work at 2:30. hahahhaha whatta jokeeeeeeeeee.
and at like, 8:20, jared came to visit me at work =)
i had to run to school/he had to run home really quick so we met up at shell
and he came here & we watched napoleon dynamite.
but he's sick =( and was all stuffy, so he left at 10.
and then there was DRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMAAAAA.
but whatevs, i've resolved a bunch of it.
smile! cuz i definitely ammm!!!
||[27 Sep 2005|10:21pm]
it's so incredibly typical
i should have seen it all along.